Road Back On Track

It's been a year. Year since I experienced frightening moments. Year since I lost the ability to use 1st my left leg and then my right one.  Year since I started long and tough rehabilitation to get back on track. Year since my life truly changed. WTF is happening? A year ago I was at home, minding my own business. Going to sleep. And then, suddenly, I realized my left leg wasn't working right. I couldn't move it on my bed, I couldn't lift it up, and all the toe and heel walking was just impossible. Due to having permanent problems on my back, I knew it could be something serious. Let me say, I didn't get much sleep that night. All I could think was: "WTF is happening?!" I felt like there was something really wrong, but I didn't know what to do. But that was just a start. "You have lost all your reflexes on your left leg, and the other one is weaker as well." In total, I was in the hospital for 2 weeks. In two different hospitals, first in an...

Let's continue my story about how I got here etc. My previous post was already telling a bit where I am now, about those not so good moments and days. But here is the real continuous for the story of how I got here, where I am now. Too much time After my hospitalization in November, I thought that the worst is over. In some way, yes it was, because I was out from the hospital - which was already one step closer to recovery. And I was able to travel home (from my other home) to celebrate my dad's birthday. Missing the father's day was not nice, but at least I was able to surprise him by coming home for his birthday! :) Spending time with my cat was also nice after hospitalization. ;) But it was not easy to be at home. Much harder than I thought. And I had too much time at home because I could not attend to any training, and mentally I was not ready to go to coach TKD classes for kids (it was just too much for me). It was impossible to just wait with the pain, so...